20 September 2017
Lots of love!
I was very disappointed when you never appeared in my dreams after your departure. But I’m so glad now when I saw you during my meditation sessions. That was such a blessed sight. I know you still love me. Our bond will stay forever. Though I cry a lot these days. Specially in evenings and during meditation. Tears keep flowing uncontrollably. Last friday I cried so much that I caught cold and flu. But things and emotions are not in my control. I promised myself I won’t cry anymore now atleast not that much since I hate cold 🙂
When you were a kid you too used to catch cold frequently. Papa was overprotective for you. He used to take leave whenever you fell ill. Not trusting any of us. Mom used to show more confidence in me and Parul by leaving you in our care whenever she had to go out for few hours.
We were like young mothers taking good care of you and actually enjoyed doing this. This brought three of us more close.
Once again we have come close sharing your grief with each other. Trying to help each other. Papa wrote few lines for you. Sending you that with this letter. I noticed his hands were trembling while writing this. And he has started leaving a lot of space towards left side of paper which he never used to do before. But then nothing is same as before.
Read and feel his and mom’s love for you.
Take care wherever you are!
Your crying machine
© 2017 Meenakshi Sethi, Wings Of Poetry